I am gonna go crazy!

I am going crazy being in my house!!! I woke up this morning to my mom yelling at me! ARG! So I got up out of bed...to do her a favor...discovered I have no gas in my car and no money in my wallet....so I have been using her van all day. She just keeps getting more angry at me for things out of my control. Then I got on the computer to vent....and its not working so I am at the library right now. I just can't believe how ridiculous she can be...I get up earlier...to help her with some things, I even run Guy all over the place (including kokomo) and she STILL finds a reason to be mad at me! As if I dont have my own life or my own things to do... I dont mind doing these things for her...I just want her to appreciate them. I am already stressed enough with getting ready for camp and sorting things out. PLUS we have some major major drama going on in our church right now and I just can't take it anymore! I just want to sit down and vent and cry or something. It's not a good day for me to talk to angel...cuz I know she is having a hard time right now (I love ya girl) and I can't talk to Jamie cuz he is at work...so all ya'll get to read it instead. Ever want to just sit down and tell someone...just one someone...everything thats going through your mind without them judging you... I feel like most of the people in my life do that. The listen to my problem or whats going on...and the only thing you want them to do is tell you it will be ok or that they know you are trying your best...instead they decide to make it worse and tell you all the things you could have done better or all the things you did wrong...EVEN THOUGH YOU ALREADY KNOW THE THINGS YOU COULD HAVE DONE BETTER OR THE THINGS YOU DID WRONG! Does anyone know what I mean? I just feel that ALOT of people expect ALOT from me...and I know it is because they all have big goals and expecatations for me...but once in a while I would just like someone to talk to who expects nothing from me. Anyway.. I am done venting...have a good day...